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ANNOUNCEMENT! [17 Dec 2003|09:32pm]
[ mood | crappy ]


I will now be using a NEW journal under the name youre_uninvited so please add me back, because i'm going to add everyone who i have listed on my friend lists!

I've had this journal since i was 12, and i'll be 16 soon so i've kind of grown out of the name, and on top of that i totally screwed up the overrides of this journal.

so farwell 3 (almost 4) year old journal.


<3 Meghan youre_uninvited

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AHHHH [17 Dec 2003|04:56pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Im mad cuz i just messed up the overrides for my journal and now theres no comment thingys!!! AHHH poo. If anyone can tell me how to fix it, email me at Song2Sing318@hanson.net


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[16 Dec 2003|08:09pm]
got out of ballet tonight cuz the sub didnt show...score.

Aw this song is so sad...it makes me cry....

DJ Sammy

"Heaven" 9/11 Version

It's been a year daddy
I really really miss you
Mommie says you're safe now
in a beautiful place called Heaven
We have your favorite dinner tonight
I ate it all up
even though i don't like carrots
I learned how to swim this summer
I can even open my eyes
when i'm under water
Can't you see me?
I started kindergarten this year
I carry around a picture of us
in my Blue's Clues lunchbox
You are the greatest daddy
I can swing on the swing by myself
even though i miss you pushing me
Can't you see me?
I miss how you used to tickle me
Tickle my belly
My belly hurts
I try not to cry
Mommie says it's ok
I know you don't like it when i cry
Never wanted me to be sad
I try daddy but it hurts
Is it true you're not coming home?
Maybe some day
I can visit you in Heaven, ok?
It's time for me to go to bed now
I sleep with the light on
just in case you come home
and kiss me good night
I love you so much
I miss you daddy

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dolls [14 Dec 2003|03:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]

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About last night... [14 Dec 2003|01:27pm]
[ mood | bored ]

So anyways, i said that i'd talk about the show...

The show last night went really well for the most part. "Unforgiven" was Sooo much better! But i didnt do "Get Low" as well cuz Militch was standing in the wings of the stage telling me to pull up my pants cuz they were falling down and i like blanked out. lol... but yeah.

Anywho...Around intermission, Ms Militch comes up to me in tears, and i was like OMG whats wrong?! and she took me into the "green room" (its actually red lol), saying that Lauren M.'s mom came up to her and attacked her and was like "You are teaching the girls to be sluts and whores" and "I can't wait to see MY daughters dance" and this shit. And she's like sobbing and trying to tell me what happend. And i'm like "omg its ok" and shes like crying on my shoulder. So anyways..

here's some backround on Laurens mother...She is an alcoholic, gets drunk every night and passes out on the couch, she yells at Lauren for absolutly everything, even when shes done nothing wrong...she has a VERY very short temper, and she is very rude alot of the time to Lauren and to Lauren's friends...We carpool with Lauren to dance, so i know...and i've seen it happen...

On with the story... So anyways, at that point i am feeling really bad for Lauren because Lauren felt like she had to apologize to Ms Militch for her mother, and Lauren is backstage sobbing uncontrollably, because she is so embarressed and outraged at her mother. and i'm in the green room with Militch crying with her, because i felt so bad for her, because she was scared shitless that she was going to get in trouble by the board of ed. for her dances...even though they are really not bad at all.. i dont even know what Lauren's mom is talking about. So then after ms militch was under control, i went to go find Lauren or Britt and i found Britt first, and i was like "Where's Lauren" and Britt didnt know but she was like what wrong and i was like "militch is backstage fucking crying because lauren's mom is such a bitch" and i was like tears because i was so mad at her mom...So i went backstage with Britt because she needed to borrow some lipstick, and Lauren was in the dressing room sobbing..and ugh. Her mom is really SUCH a fucking bitch, you have no idea. I feel so bad for Lauren. And then Team is onstage dancing to "Pass That Dutch" by Missy Elliott and at one point in the song it says like "...pain in my rectum" and Militch starts freaking out and shes like almost crying again and i'm like "Whats wrong, calm down" and shes like "they just said rectum" like freaked out. And i'm just calm down i dont think Lauren's mom is going to say anything to anyone (She threated to, but i really dont think she would, she always makes empty threats)... But yeah... That was my night. Aside from all the drama Lauren's mother caused, the show went really well.

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[13 Dec 2003|11:19pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

From Amy's profile...

"What makes life 100%?
If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
H A R D W O R K-8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98%
K N O W L E D G E-11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96%
A T T I T U D E-1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100%
B U L L S H I T-2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103%
So, it stands to reason that hard work and knowledge will get you close, attitude will get you there, but bullshit will put you over the top.
And look how far...
A S S K I S S I N G will take you-1 19 19 11 9 19 19 9 14 7 = 118%
Scary, isn't it?"

I'll tell more about the show i had tonight, tomorrow. I have alot to say and not a lot of time to type it. :\

It better snow tomorrow so i dont have to work at the fucking Redskins game. argh.

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Dance show... After [12 Dec 2003|11:17pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Wooo tonight was the first night of the dance show! (Tomorrow is the other show)...I think it went really well. :) "Get Low" was like the best we've ever done it, everybody said it was so awesome. :p hehe. I love the atmosphere, because everyone was SO supportive adn loving. I love my girls *hugs* Jeanette, Molly K, Lauren, Christina, Hannah, Kendra, Hallye, Sarah T., Christy, Allie, Angela, Casey, Molly B., Anne, Brittany J, Brittany M, Sarah F., Rachel, Bilf aka Holly, Toshi, Gloria, Annie... I LOVE U GIRLS!!!

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Dance show [11 Dec 2003|08:23pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

Tonight we had a company dinner at Fuddruckers...yum yum. It was fun. And Sarah has Ms Militch for sister bags, and the company has this big inside joke that she's pregnant, so we went to CVS and got her a pregnancy test and a bib that says "i love my mommy" lmao... haha its great... i cant wait till 3rd pd tomorow she's gonna kill us haha

Dance show tomorrow! WOO! It's at 7pm and doors open at 6:30...so if your in the uh Edgewater/Annapolis MD area tomorrow or Sat night come down and see the show at south river! haha...

"You have 4 names...whore, skank, slut, oh and Meghan"

burn in hell haha...or just wait till 3rd period...

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IM SO SICK OF THIS! [10 Dec 2003|08:43pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

I AM SO SICK OF THIS! There is NO reason that there should be so much fucking drama! NO REASON! I'm so sick of it! I have nothing against the girls on team, i have no problem with them! They're all really nice to me! This just really needs to stop!

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Some people really piss me off. [08 Dec 2003|08:49pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Ok this week is Tech. week for dance at school (Dance company and Dance team have to stay after school from 2-8pm every night), and today at rehersal around like 6-ish Sammy gives some bullshit excuse about how she and the rest of the girls on team that go to C&C (5/9 of them) have to leave at 6:30 because "They get really pissed when we miss ballet" and her and Militch got in a big argument about it, and sammy was all like yeah "We have to be loyal to our studio too". All of this is total bullshit... 1) C&C does NOT get "really pissed" when you miss ballet...hell i skip ballet all the time an no one says anything. 2) C&C has no problem if you miss a class if you have a lagitament (sp?) reason, and i told Carrie and Erin that i wouldn't be at C&C this week and they said it was perfectly fine. That pissed me off SO much, because i would SO rather be at C&C learning my dances i need to learn for competition in Feb. than be at school untill 8pm rehersing dances for the show on Friday & Saturday... But nooo... And i'm sure atleast 50% of the reason Sammy wanted to leave was because she wanted to fuckin see Pat. fuck that. It's not fair. Me and Hallye had to stay and everyone at C&C was fine with it. But nooo Sammy, Erica, Mandy, Amy and Allison get to leave. I go to the SAME fuckin studio as them. That is total bullshit. I wanted to say something right there but i thought it would be better to keep my mouth shut. I'm so going to tell Militch either tomorrow or Wed. that Sammy blatently lied to her, because that is such bullshit. Argh i'm so pissed off. Because i'd rather be at C&c too, but i dont give some lame bullshit excuse to get out of it.

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i hate my mom [07 Dec 2003|08:06pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

i fucking hate my mom.

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[07 Dec 2003|07:01pm]
[ mood | cold ]

you are violet

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the spacefem.com html color quiz

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coooold [07 Dec 2003|06:22pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Today was very um... un-eventful. Yeah. I got some new bras and a thong if you cared to know haha. They're way sexy. And i got Lauren and Kristina's present. Hmm thats 4 down, 2 to go. Yay!

Tomorrow is the start of Tech. week. Woo *rolls eyes*. It's where we have to stay after school untill 8pm rehersing dances over and over... Oh joy. Yeah, i'd rather go to C&C...and i can't.

Dance Company try-outs for the 04-05 school year are in January. I still have no idea what i'm going to do. I have to talk to Militch about it. My parents are saying that the only way i can do Company next year is if i drop C&C, but that is just not an option to me. So, they said i can try out for Team, and do C&C (Because Team is a lot less time and money compared to Company)... But i dont know if i would make team. So i will probably do team and C&C or just C&C, since thats all my parents are supposidly letting me do. But the thing is, that company tryouts are in Jan. which is next month, and i dont want to not try out, and then my parents say oh yeah you can do company, OR try out, and then not be able to, because that would have been a spot that someone who wanted to be on company could have got. Who knows... not me. I want to talk to Militch about it, and i think i'm going to, but i dont want to put her on the spot or anything... *sigh*

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Quizzes [06 Dec 2003|05:36pm]
[ mood | full ]

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random entry [06 Dec 2003|05:32pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Today we put up our Christmas tree and all our Christmas decorations! weeeee... Oy i'm full. :x


/end random entry

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Mariah Carey [04 Dec 2003|07:51pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

Very true...*coughPatcough*

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bored [04 Dec 2003|07:15pm]
[ mood | sore ]

I had dance company pictures today, and wooo it was going so slow. I just wanted to get out of there! lol. And our Joe Corbi's pizza fundraisers came in, and hallye had to leave before they came at 4:30, and so i had to bring hers home buuut we have no room in our freezer and she can't come to pick it up cuz her parents are at a party...dont know what to do now... Allie drove me home from practice today, she just got liscene yesterday though lol. Oh well...shes a pretty good driver, she drives kinda fast though sometimes lol but its cool... She's gonna drive me to and from Fuddruckers next Thurday (Company dinner there) :)

We're supposed to have 5 inches of snow by tomorrow morning! *prays for no school*

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Small Group [02 Dec 2003|08:05pm]
[ mood | happy ]

WAHOO! Tonight i got a small group (4-9 dancers) invitation!!! I'm excited weeeeeee... And Hallye is being a real bitch about it all because she didnt get one, and Lauren is being a great friend, shes like "you deserve it" and congrats and all that stuff...but Hallye...just ugh. Anyways... yeah. The 1st practice is supposed to be Dec. 13th or 14th...hopefully it'll be the 13th though because i have to work at the Redskin's game on the 14th
Anywho... WAHOOO!!!!!!! *bounces around*

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can u take me thereeeeeee *singing* [30 Nov 2003|08:08pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Well today comes the end of Thanksgiving vacation... *sob* I dont wanna go back to school. Oh well...now the countdown for Christmas vacation begins... 23 days and counting.

Me, My mom, Chrissie (my aunt) and Britt went to go see Love Actually the other night...aside from the porno scences (yeah kinda uncomfortable sitting next to mom during that lol), the movie was SO cute! It made me cry... i wanna see it again :p ...."With any luck by next year, I'll be going out with one of these girls:{{pictures of beautiful supermodels}}, But for now, let me say without hope or agenda just because it's Christmas (And at Christmas you tell the truth), To me, you are perfect
and my wasted heart will love you until you look like this:{{picture of mummy}}...Merry Christmas."

aw that part made my cry so much...it was just so sweet. I want a boyfriend.

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New Icon [29 Nov 2003|05:11pm]
[ mood | full ]

New Britney icon thanks to lovecrossed

Going to see Love Actually...

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